Thursday, April 12, 2012


The closer I get to my goal the more I tend to press FAST FORWARD TO REWIND!!  Was recently having some symptoms attributed to exhaustion.  I am so glad that I listened to the Lord..... God sends warnings in a variety of ways to prevent BURN OUT, ILLNESS, DEATH.... I have been blessed to recover with my a renewed sense of STRUCTURE WITH DIRECTION. 

I realized a few things recently: 
  • I'm not 25 anymore.
  • I need to take breaks in between studying to minimize STRESS. (sometimes for at least a week)
  • I need to do something that makes me happy and relaxed (starting Aqua-aerobics on Tuesday)
  • I need to study daily for 2-3 hours per day maximum not 8-10 as usual.
  • Not focus on a completion date because this journey is a long winding road that can only move one day at a time
  • Separate from all NEGATIVE PEOPLE AND NEGATIVITY....
I will surmize to say that pressing fast forward always puts stress on the cassette tapes in the tape deck and will also do the same to my life.  So I relinquish all control over the timeline and completion date and follow the leader of my destiny!!!!